The Joker: Nobody panics when things go "according to plan."
Even if the plan is horrifying! If, tomorrow, I tell the press that, like, a
gang banger will get shot, or a truckload of soldiers will be blown up, nobody
panics, because it's all "part of the plan". But when I say that one
little old mayor will die, well then everyone loses their minds! Introduce a
little anarchy. Upset the established order, and everything becomes chaos. I'm
an agent of chaos. Oh, and you know the thing about chaos? It's fair!
– Christopher Nolan’s ‘The Dark Knight’
The battle between order and disorder is not a last night affair. It has been going over for centuries and would continue for many more until the cause is identified and cured of the illness. This forum indeed, is too small for this battle and I am so incapable of handling the issue all by myself. Any effort made would just be a small, may be a futile attempt and nothing more. I never opted to be a participant but it was destined to happen. I am really getting a morbid feeling that I have touched a big fat monster. But since, I have dragged myself into it, so I am ready for all the flak.
– Christopher Nolan’s ‘The Dark Knight’
The battle between order and disorder is not a last night affair. It has been going over for centuries and would continue for many more until the cause is identified and cured of the illness. This forum indeed, is too small for this battle and I am so incapable of handling the issue all by myself. Any effort made would just be a small, may be a futile attempt and nothing more. I never opted to be a participant but it was destined to happen. I am really getting a morbid feeling that I have touched a big fat monster. But since, I have dragged myself into it, so I am ready for all the flak.
There were a couple of issues and
places in the last post which need a further clarification. Since this conflict
is already big, it should not be complicated anymore and all efforts must be
made to make the things a little simpler. Order when we say, is a structure
which has been erected over centuries and evaluated by all existing parameters.
Basically it is a time tested formula which just cannot fail and scatter given
the trickiest of situations. Order has been a result of sweat and toil exerted
by the elite, intellectual section of society. It is an outcome of a huge
sacrifice of limb and life made by the proletariat class over a long period of
time. It is an institution which has been approved by the law abiding, law
enforcing, and law establishing community responsible for safeguarding the moral
code of society. Moreover, it is stamped by the administration of religion and
culture and has been passed on tenderly from one generation to another. It is a
part of our rich glorious heritage which everybody is so strikingly proud of. So
‘order’ is basically a nicely garnished and aesthetically served, thickly
priced pudding of a resplendent luncheonette. But we
want to know if it’s sumptuously delicious too.
A disorder on the other hand is
an evil ghost which nobody wants to encounter. It’s a ‘shaitan’ who just cannot
be permitted to enter at any bargain. It’s an unplanned, random event which can
create chaos in a system. It’s an anarchy which would not let peace and harmony
establish anywhere because it is fundamentally a violent, brutal and vindictive
axiom.

The disorder when I try to question myself is a fear of unknown, fear of death which has been molded into a giant in kalyug. It is imagined as a narrow alley which would lead us to dungeon. The matrix of materialism blinds us from reality. The contemplation and realization of death is an enemy of materialism. Materialism makes survivalism the only necessary battle to be won in lifetime. And even if love and happiness are to be sacrificed, it should be acceptable. In order to meet the demands, it makes death a rival. It spins the web thread by thread until the entire trap is ready to be spread. A man hassles the whole life to earn his bread and butter. And his economic standing remains much the same despite a better income and better resources. The pauper remains a pauper throughout. A middle class man always remains in the middle only. The aristocracy enjoys the best and keeps on aiming for more and more. Everybody remains caught in the thought and thirst of money only. Further, order is made necessary to be followed for the survival of materialism. A code of morality is created to deal with crimes of materialism. Gradually, the morality itself turns into an impenetrable structure. The enclosure of materialism which has been engineered brick by brick over years doesn’t allow the thought of death to enter the structure. The meditation of death is deliberately and astutely made impossible. Since one never meditates, darshan never happens. The entire process becomes a vicious circle. One leads to another and the chain continues. It’s only death, chaos, randomness which can break the chain and guide us to new hope (aasha). The deliberation of death can lead to creative transformation and anubhav.

The conflict
between order and disorder is not simple as it may appear in words. What should
be done and how much should be done remain a matter of concern. If the disorder
is left free, it would be a state of total lawlessness. According to Mani Kaul,
total disorder is as ignoble and petty as total order. Basically a negative
vow, pratigya. A balance is required between the two, otherwise darshan won’t happen. This balance would
lead to anubhav, an interplay in
which not only the three states would exist together but also one would lead to
third and vice versa. Jagrata could
be taken to sushupti directly and
also otherwise. The balance between order and disorder would make this
conversion possible and practical. While explaining to Mita Vashisht (actress) on
the first day of shooting of ‘Siddheshwari’, Kaul asks her, what a frame
according to her is. For instance if there is a frame of an empty wall with a girl
sitting below at one corner, and suddenly she lifts her hand slowly and slowly
upwards, then what would happen to the rest of the dead space? Kaul explains
that the girl is jagrata, the dead
space is sushupti and the movement of
her hand is swapan. The dead
unconscious space becomes conscious when the swapan enters the frame. Basically a cinematic frame is a beautiful
interplay of three states. Similarly frame of life should also be an aesthetic coaction
of these three, rather than a dull and wrinkled lonesome one.

This is an age
where many new things are happening together. The old structures are falling
apart. There is a disharmony is the existing establishments. Everybody needs
some space. The old must give way to new. The hope needs to come from within. Nobody
would emerge with a torch in hand to show us the way. The concern needs to be
emphasized. The obsession with order and morality needs to be dropped. We need
to find a meditation zone in our vicinity where the issues can be contemplated
upon. Otherwise, the war (Mahabharata)
is inevitable and huge destruction is waiting ahead.
At the end of the post I would
like to ask people who might read my blog someday, do I wish to proclaim myself
as an agent of chaos by emphasizing the need of disorder? Is it what I intend
to do so? Am I somebody who doesn’t like peace and order? Am I an atheist, an
anti-god who wants to dethrone good with bad? Am I a twisted pervert who has an
inclination and predilection for serial killers, flesh and cadavers? Or am I
just somebody with gift of the gab who would blabber and die out someday of my
self-righteousness? Or am I somebody who wants everyone to stop, think and
introspect that have we made right choices and can we just move a bit from the
positions we have taken for so long? Who am I?